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[ Silent Dedications ]
Tuesday, November 18, 2008

~Was i outta head or was i outta my mind?~
~How could i ever been so blind?~
~I was waiting for an indication.~
~It was hard to find.~

Back to crapping~~

well nothing much happened today... progressed as per norm. UT early in the morning den science module. Yesterday was more blog-worthy..sooooo on to......

YESTERDAY~~ all my troubles seemed so far away~~

Enterprise module...BORING~~...but my team was pretty intersting hahah...
sharon - the embarassed,yiying - the sharp-tongued and bernard - the clown......XD
sharon shall hence forth be known as team foth's sciwbe.....hahaha.....she was talking and somehow her words got jumbled. she ended up saying scribe as sciwbe and we all started suaning her about acting cute haha....den somehow bernard made himself hated by yiying and the jokes ensues~~...she shall be joined by a comrade soon known as joyce!! hahaha...
a'ite...on to after school events..went to sakae with jerald....we got seats right at the start of the conveyor belt, thus, we showed no mercy and took all the good stuff the moment it came out..haha.. and within like the 1st 15 mins we had cleared like at least 5-8 plates each haha..awesome...the staff looked scared...XD........it was about 18 each considering we had the buffet so it was worth it since we ate like 17 plates each..haha...

thats it i guess...nth happening soon so i dun think i will post soon...so seeya~~

The darkness falls,
while the devil calls.
The black gates beckon,
but it's destination is for us to reckon.

posted at 9:40 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Karma = You do good things, bad things happen to you.
You do bad things, shit 10X worst happens to you.
That is my philosophy on karma.

Anyways....it's been while since i blogged....bah...no one reads this shit anyways...
On to a random rant.....

Life~~~
Friends, people whom you can trust with things and do stuff together with. But the world isn't that nice; every, and i mean EVERY, single human being on this planet is selfish. I don't give a damn even if your the fucking pope who donates 20 billion to every single charity on the face of this earth every week, you're still selfish. Everything a person does has a motive, you want someting in return for doing something, regardless of whether you realise it or not. Also, these 'friends', can ,in the blink of an eye, suddenly turn on you and strat betrying you and shit. This brings me back to karma, where when you do something good, you are rewarded, and if you do something bad, you are punished. You can treat your friends like gold but what do you do if THEY treat YOU like shit. Not how it's supposed to be eh? Reminds me of another point i wanna bring out about friends. Ponder on this phrase for awhile, "always in the group, but never in the loop". What comes to mind? Some of you might know what im talking about, some of you might not.....but trust me, it sucks. You can be with a group of friends and hang out with them often, but it if sooo fucking clear that they are closer to each other than to you. Out never know what they fuck they are talking about, you never know about certain things until it's either over or too late or they just don't talk to you unless they need you. Being needed and being wanted are 2 VERY seperate things. And being only needed around more often than not is ridiciously annoying. Either way life sucks. (those happy people out there pls just shush about me being emo or whatnot. This is my point of view in accordance with what i have gone through. =) )

posted at 7:10 PM

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