Thursday, October 2, 2008

Bored~~~

Just finished my friggin RJ and am too bored to go home.....
OK i wanna get sumthing off my chest.... Sometimes people get into relationships and treats it lightly, and when they break up or sumthing, they get heartbroken or what not complaining that it's not worth falling in love or that it just causes more pain. Then....after some time, they start getting into a relationship again..zZz.....ok ppl like these...i dun dislike you OR hate you....i just find ppl like these in one of their heartbroken moods annoying...seriously, when you have a partner, and even if you break up, yea...u gotta deal with bad memories and shit, but at least you still have good memories of which you can hide in. It's still better than having no memories to cheer you up when you are all alone.... Most people cant understand what it is like to see everyone happily goin off with their partners or friends and you having nothing to accompany you but your shadow...It sucks HARD ya'know? OK, i'm not saying that i dun have any friends or that they dun care about me much, but sometimes, in groups, it's very clear who is closer to who, i know there are bound to be bias-ness, but not even once?...oh well......I thought i had gotten used to being lonely, but i guess that you never can get used to being alone....=\

Cognito Ergo Sum
I think therefore i am.
But does the said object really have
to have a conciousness to really exist?


Awaking in an empty house,
Lifeless stillness, not even a mouse.
Overwrought with inner sorrow,
Never looking forward to tomorrow.
Even his current time is borrowed.
posted at 4:37 PM